When going recently through my life; grieving for the things I wanted so badly but couldn't have, for the wishes that weren't granted- people I've lost and others whom i really cared about who hurt me, left me miserably helpless, wondering what have I ever done wrong in my life to deserve that! day after another, crying and aching repleted with hatred & bitterness to those who mistreated me...
But..
I realised, that I was the dumbest girl on earth, knowing that I really had everything and I've lost nothing!
yes, I've lost people i cared about, yes people i loved hurt me, deceived me, lied over and over to my face, and yes things i wanted desperately weren't given to me, yes all of that, and maybe more.
I've forgotten that there were things around bigger than those fancy dreams and silliness, gifts which I had all the time but was blinded, blessings and Grace given to me were taken off from others!
I had beside me always and forever 'ALLAH AlMIGHTY' who watches me and takes care of me, who gave me the most beautiful family, most lovely caring friends, I've got a warm house to stay in, I've got food to eat, I've got dresses to wear, I've got HEALTH! how perfect I still want my life to be?
I thank ALLAH everyday for the blessings he sprinkled over me, I thank him for he gave me a father whom I can't get along my life without, A mother that embraces me with her motherly great-hearted love; highest place on earth, brothers to look over me, and a sister to guide me and love me!
I thank him for sending me such blessed friends, who stand beside me, lift me up, draw a smile into my lips; my beautiful friends, my pillars, my strength!
I thank him for all what I've got, and for whatever I didn't get and lost, I just feel very lucky! and actually the luckiest, to have got things bigger than what I've lost,
I believe on ALLAH and that he've chosen the best for me!
I believe already, that this life is finite, short, and should not expect perfectness!
dreaming to get what's beyond life, for life in infinity, life in heaven! a place beyond everything, a place joined with your family and lovable ones, no ache, no misery, Just happiness, happiness, happiness!
LIVE, EAT, SHARE, LOVE, PRAY, and THANK ALLAH
be happy all and set free whatever holds you back!
dedicated to: my irreplaceable family, my lovely cousins, and to all my special friends- specially: Mison, Mero, Asil, Yoya, Hiba, Looc, love u!
